Four hours of my life were spent spraying weed killer on the weeds in the foundation garden beds Friday morning in 90+ degree heat & humidity. Saturday morning brought me a 4-hour repeat under the same conditions with the addition of pulling weeds in the little strip garden along the back of the house which sits in the shade most of the day but is still one of the devil's favorite places to spend his summer vacation because of what he considers to be "weather just like back home." Sunday I had to rest. I didn't have any choice. You would think that 2 days of bending, crouching, & kneeling for a few hours to spray/pull weeds would not be all that physically demanding but I felt like someone had beat me with a baseball bat. I could barely move. John had to help me get up out of my recliner Saturday night & I was about half way up when he jokingly asked if I wanted him to get me a walker & we both started laughing so hard that I ended up having to sit back down & then had to try to get up again! This afternoon I decided to shuffle out & plant a couple daylilies we picked up at Walmart this morning. Once again we're talking about 90+ degree temperatures. After making my way back into the house ... a big, sweaty lump of a woman ... I thought of a song that was popular when I was in high school. It was a little ditty called "In the Summertime" by a group called Mungo Jerry. They sing about what they consider to be the joys of summer. What can I say ... it was the early 70s. They were apparently on drugs. For those of you who aren't familiar with the song, you can listen to it by clicking on the link below. Note that I have provided my own, more realistic lyrics underneath. Feel free to sing along : )
Monday, May 28, 2012
Memorial Day Weekend Report, Mungo Jerry, & A SAL (Sing Along)
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Friday, May 25, 2012
Memorial Day
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Thursday, May 24, 2012
A Bit of Gardening Stuff & More
I am still chomping away at the Xanax & still beating my head against the nearest wall (see previous post). On a more productive & happy note I am also still stitching away on Noel Pinkeeps. I finished 2 & have decided to go for 4. Part of the reason for that is I finished #2 on Tuesday night & just didn't want to spend time trying to decide on another CRP/Nash design to start right then & there, nor did I want to spend time going through my floss to find the necessary color(s) for another design. It was easier to just grab another piece of osnaburg, load up my needle with the floss already at hand, & start another Noel. The plan is to keep one for me & sell/gift the other three.
I spent a good block of time yesterday sitting at the computer reading about the current housing market specifically pertaining to sellers. I know I posted a while back that we had reached a decision regarding the sale. That decision was to do what we could do without stressing ourselves out about it & then put the house on the market for 3 months starting June 1st. It was probably an hour later when we started questioning ourselves on this decision. Since then we have toyed with the idea of ... you guessed it ... pushing back the start of the sale to July 1st. We have also toyed with putting the sale off until next year. The scary thing is that we have also toyed with the idea of just staying put! I can't believe that last thought has even entered our brains!!!
Some of you know the sordid details of what our life has been like since signing the contract on this house 3 years ago. Perhaps the root of the problem is that we are too trusting. I don't know why because we have been swindled in one way or another more times throughout our lives than I care to think about. However, the swindling we experienced here was truly a masterful one. The resulting 2 years of depression were ... well, let's just say they were bad. Almost beyond bad. I'm not saying this for dramatic effect ... it's just the way things were. Part of me sees the cheating, swindling face of every person connected to this swindling everywhere I look here in the house ... but another part of me, a very, very, very, very tiny part, sometimes, for a brief second or two, catches a glimpse of what I thought this house was going to be & why I fought so hard to purchase it. Looking back I think the real estate agent & her husband were/are disciples of satan along with several of the repair/remodeling people we hired to do work for us. Kentucky is noted to be part of the country's Bible belt but my guess/experience is that there is a large nest of evil operating in this particular region.
I don't know why we are having these second (third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, ad infinitum) thoughts about selling but we are. Heaven help us, we have even thought "let's just stay here & make the best of it." The information I have been able to glean from the internet regarding the current selling market is (A) unless your house is a burden to you, now is not the time to sell, & (B) if you do sell your home, you can be sure that it will sell for less than it's worth. Money has never been important to me which is undoubtedly why I'm so poor today ... lol! However, I don't want to just "give it away." The house is certainly not a "burden" to us. Many things about it & related to it are not what you'd call happy but I'm no longer mentally tortured 24 hours a day because of them. I do see that there are good things about living here, much as admitting that sticks in my throat. We have our privacy (important to us). The mortgage payment is good. The taxes aren't too bad. We are basically happy with the health care. We have become comfortable as far as knowing the best places to shop, the best places to buy gas, & the best places to eat. It's a semi nice looking house ... from the outside at least. We live within an hour or an hour & a half of 2 "big cities" so we have access to pretty much whatever we need. We also live close enough to several other places we might want/need to go which we can drive to in under 12 hours. On the other hand I live in daily fear of running into one of the satan worshipers that came into our lives. We sort of did a couple weeks ago ... first time since moving in. We pulled up to a gas station & parked so that John could go inside & get something to drink. As I started to get out of the car I noticed on the van parked next to us a real estate company's logo with our satanic real estate agent's name displayed above it. It was like a big cosmic kick in the stomach. I couldn't move. John did go in to get his drink & came out saying he had seen the RE agent's husband (David) inside doing some sort of repair/remodeling work but David did not appear to see him. I know how ridiculous this must sound to some of you but it is what it is. There is also the fact that pretty much all the repair/remodeling work we had done prior to moving in ... quite an expensive undertaking ... needs to be redone because it was done so poorly in the first place. We don't have that kind of money now so all this work would have to be done a little at a time & would take "forever" to accomplish. We also discovered after moving in that the previous owners who built this place chose to use the cheapest materials & didn't really care how they put them together. Then there is the miserably hot summers, the lack of snow in the winter, the unfriendly neighbors, the overabundance of dishonest people, & the bugs along with a few other things.
Someone posted a comment on someone else's blog a day or two ago that they had been thinking about selling their home. They prayed about it & felt that God was telling them "no, not at this time." I have been praying. I plainly tell God that He knows how thickheaded I am & please don't just give me a "gentle nudge" type of answer ... give me an answer that a day old infant would be able to understand. Thus far I haven't heard anything. Then there are times when I think "hmmmm ... maybe our indecision is the answer? I just don't know.
So this is my life ... lol! I do tend to over think things. I'm a perfectionist with OCD. It's not an easy road to travel : )
Gardening stuff! A couple days ago I posted some pictures of how our gardens are semi-flourishing despite their neglect. A few things have blossomed a bit since then. Here are a few update photos.
This hydrangea bloom is about the size of an extra large chicken egg. I told John they are supposed to be huge. I thought maybe the bloom is so small because the plant itself is small. However, we stopped by the plant department at Lowes yesterday (we need a Japanese maple to replace one that died) & they had hydrangea plants the same size as this one. I called John over to see one of the blooms. It took both my hands to hold it up! We didn't find a replacement Japanese maple but we did find a replacement red myrtle. We also spied a yellow rose bush with a rose on it that smelled pretty good! It's so hard to find roses that smell like roses now-a-days ... have you noticed that? Anyway, we decided to bring that home with us too. Remember the roses I told you about a while ago ... the ones we bought last spring & left languishing in the driveway totally neglected throughout the summer, fall, & winter yet this spring they were the healthiest looking things you ever did see? John decided they needed to be planted afterward which 2 of them died. John has a pruning fetish. It's almost like watching a comedy skit. He will notice a small dead piece on something, find the pruning shears, & the next thing you know there's nothing left of whatever the plant was. I keep hiding the pruning shears but he keeps finding them! I should hide them with the cleaning products ... he'd never look there. Anyway, he pruned these roses after planting them leaving little more than a bit of a stump & the result for 2 of them was death.
This last photo is of a very tiny nest which a sparrow built in one of our landscape shrubs. Isn't it the cutest thing? I am hoping I can retrieve it for crafting purposes when she no longer needs it. Notice the 2 different eggs. There is only one now. That larger white speckled one is a cowbird egg. I've talked about cowbirds before ... they are nest parasites. They lay their eggs in the nests of other birds & then fly away. These other birds don't seem to notice the difference. The eggs hatch & usually the cowbird babies will hog all the food that mama brings to the nest or they end up pushing the mama's real babies out of the nest. Not a good thing.
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Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Tuesday Morning Update
Well here it is ... another day, another handful of Xanax. I'm now to the point where I'm living with a daily river of anxiety flowing through me & I'm pretty sure I won't be feeling anywhere near better until all this house selling stuff is over & done with. I have taken more anti-anxiety medication this month than I have in my entire life. If this keeps up I'm going to become a druggie! Can you just imagine the frogging I'm going to have to do if this happens ... assuming I can actually stitch while being drugged out? Or maybe I won't care where the stitches end up at all! I'll just stitch away ... threads on top of other threads, over 2 here/over 5 there, knots all over the place both front & back, etc. It would prove to be an interesting future show & tell post : )
The shake-like drinks which go hand-in-hand with my inflammation cleanse remain unopened. My house is devoid of the allowable cleansing foods & the goodies still abound. Now I know that I can just toss out the goodies but honestly ... the nuns in elementary school pummeled into our brains that there are pagan babies out there who are starving! How can I toss away food ... even junk food ... with that on my mind? I was looking in the pantry yesterday & noticed something lumpy underneath a bag of oyster crackers. The lumps turned out to be several Tootsie Roll Pops. I don't know how long they had been there but they were very chewy & I'm not just talking about the chocolaty center! Of course I ate them. Can't throw food away (see pagan baby reference above).
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Monday, May 21, 2012
IHSW Report, Old Finishes, UFOs, & New Stuff
Good Monday morning!!! I am having a bit of trouble this morning because I feel like it's Sunday. I don't know why. The last few days have actually been sort of "confused" in a way with me thinking it's a different day than it actually is. Don't know what's up with that : )
I will start off with my IHSW report. Last night I finished stitching the project I was working on but I can't show it to you because it's an exchange gift. Tonight I will start something new & it is probably going to be one of these Prairie Schooler Santas from their Santa & Friends chart ...
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Sunday, May 20, 2012
Another Finish to Share
Happy Sunday morning one & all!!! Well, it would be a lot happier if I was living in the Yukon like my blog friend Evalina but alas, my life is what it is & today will be spent surrounded by miserable heat although not as miserable as it will be next week when temps are predicted to be in the 90s. Yuck!
I have another finish to share with you : ) When I returned to cross stitching last year one of my first projects was a Lizzie*Kate design called Bless Our Home. I stitched this especially for my Italian friend Laura who had just moved into her first home after years of apartment living. A while back I sent several of my stitched pieces to Faye (Carolina Stitcher) to finish for me & I asked her to finish Laura's gift as a small wallhanging.
I have been spending this IHSW weekend working on an exchange piece which unfortunately I can't show you until everyone participating in the exchange has received their package & that probably won't be until sometime in late June or even July. However, I can tell you that I'm almost finished with the stitching which should be completed today. My next project is going to be a Christmas ornament for me. I'm participating in the Christmas All Year Round SAL & each month we have a specific category of ornament we are supposed to stitch, for example Santa, snowman, angel, etc. This month's category is Gingerbread Person/Elf/Angel. I have really been wanting to stitch some Prairie Schooler Santas for myself & one of those designs might be my next project. Clement Moore, after all, described Santa as "a right jolly old elf" so I think I can get away with it : )
My dentist, incidentally, listened patiently about my bridge woes although she wasn't quite able to grasp what I was trying to describe to her right away. I was in the chair for over 2 hours. She had another mold made, removed the bridge, took lots of measurements, shaved the bridge down a bit, put it back in with temporary cement, & told me to try wearing it for another week. Assuming all is well when she sees me again this coming Thursday she will order a new bridge & that will be the end of it ... at least for now. I will admit that the bridge feels better than it did before but it still doesn't feel "normal" to me.
At this point the garage cleaning is just about done & half the weeds have been sprayed & actually look dead. Today, however, I will be venturing upstairs to do a bit of tweaking up there. This coming week will hopefully bring death to the rest of the weeds, completion of the garage cleaning, removal of garden debris from the driveway, a visit from the exterminator, & a bit of tweaking here on the main floor. Next week I will call a new real estate agent & then there will be nothing left to do except sit back & wait for an offer on the house ... hope, hope, hope : )
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Wednesday, May 16, 2012
This & That & Begging Your Pardon
Let me say that again with a bit more feeling.
The time is moving swiftly this year, isn't it! I swear ... when I was younger each day seemed to be a month long. Now each month is like a day! Argh! I've got 15 days ... 15 days mind you ... until the For Sale sign is posted at the end of the driveway. I've noticed that quite a few other houses in this town have been recently listed on the market. They are joining the 3 that have been for sale since we moved here 3 years ago. I am trying to be optimistic but the butterflies are break dancing in my tummy & I just want it all to be over & done with. Sigh!
First of all let me beg your pardon if you have commented on one of my posts & have yet to receive a response or you have sent me an email & have likewise yet to receive a response. I am freaking out more & more as the days go by resulting in total paralysis on some days & then flurries of activity on others. Then there are the continuing medical/dental visits which eat into my do nothing/do everything times. Calgon can't even take me away since I can't use the bathtubs here (they were made for Munchkins).
John & I were in Lexington for 7 hours yesterday running various errands & visiting the eye doctor so I could tell him what he could do with those no-line bifocals he talked me into getting even after I regaled him with the history of my inability to get used to them last year. I now have a pair of simple computer glasses ordered & let's all hope they actually allow me to see the computer screen! On the way home we stopped at Walmart & if you remember my last posting then you can probably already guess what I came home with : )
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Sunday, May 13, 2012
Walmart
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Saturday, May 12, 2012
The "I Don't Care If This Lives Or Dies" Approach To Gardening - Part II
Today's post is a treat (or horror story) for all you gardeners out there : )
I didn't sleep well at all last night & felt rather peculiar this morning so alas, continuing my work in the garage had to be taken off the agenda. I did make good progress yesterday, however, even though I had to switch directions on how I was reorganizing everything. I think (hope) this latest reorganization will be something John & I can live with until I can devote half the rest of my life literally going through all the boxes out there & getting rid of things we haven't used in ages & never will again.
Before realizing garage work was out of the question for today I did go outside with my camera to take a few photos to share with you ... specifically photos of my irises which will demonstrate yet another example of what has become my unique approach to gardening. Somewhere I have a list with the names of all the irises I invested in when we moved here but I have no idea where to put my hands on it right now. Therefore I can't share with you the name of this particular iris but isn't it pretty!
Next you see what I think is called a poker flower? Then there is a pretty bush at the far right of the garden. You can see this bush in this photo & also in the next one. It has dark purplish leaves & pink flowers. I have no idea what it is either although I do remember reading on the tag that it grows up to 6' high & just as wide. I think I'm going to have to find another place to plant this one if we end up staying here : )
And here, behind the yarrows, is my black-eyed Susan. I moved it in the middle of the growing season last year & it looked as though I had killed it but I see it's gotten over its transplanting shock & should be quite a specimen this year : )
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Friday, May 11, 2012
New Threads?
When we were in Lexington the other day I visited Michael's while John spent his time at Best Buy which is sort of next door to Michael's (there's a Marshall's in between the two). He found 4 DVDs to bring home & I found these!
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Thursday, May 10, 2012
A Giveaway Win, A Gift, & A Decision
T'is a gorgeous day if you like sunshine & temperatures in the high 60s. My plan for today is to continue cleaning out the garage ... something I started doing last month I think (hanging my head in shame that it's not finished already). I also need to drown a multitude of weeds in weed killer so that is kind of a co-plan. The garage has priority though.
Yesterday's trip to the post office brought me not one but two packages from dear friends in the British Isles! I was lucky enough to be the first name chosen out of the hat by June's husband for her giveaway at Butterfly Wings a couple weeks ago! I received this beautiful Jane Greenoff kit & I am really looking forward to stitching it! Thank you June ... I love it!
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Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Doctor Visit Results
Good afternoon! At least I think it's afternoon. I'm not sure of anything I'm seeing anymore. Yes, I picked up my no-line bifocals from the eye doctor yesterday. The technician smiled brightly & said "Let's give them a try, shall we?" What choice did I have? I put them on & she disappeared into a cloud. I looked at the poster on the wall behind her. Another cloud. I looked down on the counter & thought "How did all these stupid clouds get in here?!?!?" However, it did not appear that I was seeing things in a bowl. When she said "What do you think?" I politely replied "I think it's too soon to tell if they're going to work for me or not." She then said "Well, give them a couple days & if you aren't happy just bring them back & we'll do something else for you." I'm sure she'll be seeing me again very soon. I'm wearing them now but I honestly can't read what I'm typing. These particular no-lines have 3 "tiers." The top half of the lenses is supposed to correct my distance sight. If I look through them to see something across the room & try really hard to notice a difference between looking at whatever is there through the glasses & then looking at whatever is there without them, there appears to be such an infinitesimal bit of difference between the two that I really can't say it's worth the bother. The bottom half of the lenses is divided into the remaining 2 tiers. I have no idea what the largest tier in this area (the top part, about 3/4 of this half of the lenses) is supposed to correct. It doesn't help me see what is written on my computer screen, anything beyond that, & nothing closer than that as far as I can tell. The remaining sliver of a tier at the very bottom of the lenses ... & it is a teeny, tiny sliver ... sort of helps me see a couple words on the computer screen which are directly in the center of my vision. All other words to the left, right, top, & bottom are cloudy. I also have to tilt my head up a bit toward the ceiling in order to look through this slivered area & if this were to continue I can just see myself before too long making trips to the chiropractor or physical therapist in order to have neck adjustments. I should not (should not, SHOULD NOT) have let that eye doctor talk me into trying no-lines again but I thought perhaps since they were being made by a different company than the ones I tried last year they would be different. They really aren't. Another trip to Lexington is on the horizon. Sigh!
The visit to my regular doctor was also interesting but in a different sort of way. You may remember that a couple months ago she suspected that I have Lyme disease. She ordered lab tests which confirmed this. I, however, knew better & said there must be some mistake. When I came home, Googled Lyme disease & read several articles about it, I was even more convinced that I do not have this malady. My doctor has the patience of Job & ended up letting me have labs done a total of 3 times (using 2 different lab facilities) & yesterday I was told that the third series of lab tests likewise revealed Lyme disease. I told her okay, I would give in ... she can treat me for Lyme disease. However, she has also now discovered that I'm anemic (I guess this is unusual for a postmenopausal woman) & I have some type of inflammatory process going on somewhere in my body. I cannot start the treatment for Lyme disease (which is just a very long course of low-dose antibiotics) until we take care of the inflammation & anemia so the next month will be spent working on those 2 things & then we'll take it from there. We also talked about how I've allowed myself to gain back half the weight I lost last year. She told me I need to focus on a healthy diet again which means no more dinners like this.
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Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Hand-Dyed Floss ... What Are They Thinking?
I have gotten back to stitching these past 2 days after being out of town & then recuperating from same. I had joined a mini SAL but unfortunately could not finish the mini project in time so it had to be abandoned. I did, however, resume stitching on my May RAK which of course I can't show you right now but will do so when it is received by the person who is getting it : )
One of the things I did yesterday, in addition to going to the dentist again, was I filed away my new floss acquisitions that had been piling up here on the diningroom table for longer than I want to admit. All went well until I filed the GAST threads & saw I already had a skein of this particular color ... or so the tag says!
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Sunday, May 6, 2012
A Dish Towel Swap With Kendra
I was not familiar with Kendra or her blog, The Stone House Primitives, until after she had completed hostessing a dish towel swap. In fact, I had seen someone post photos of the goodies they received from their partner in that swap & that is what introduced me to Kendra. Long ago when I was a young mother there was a magazine called Women's Household which I enjoyed very much. This was, of course, way before the advent of personal computers so swaps were conducted through the mail by the hostess posting an invitation (free of charge) in the magazine. I always enjoyed the dish towel swaps so I was excited to see that someone did one in blog land but also sad that I had missed out on it. I began to follow Kendra's blog & made mention a couple times about how sorry I was to have missed out on this swap. Well let me tell you ... Kendra is one of the most thoughtful people I have ever met. She offered to do a one-on-one dish towel swap with me & I jumped at the chance : )
Here are the goodies I received from Kendra. I must ask once again that you excuse my poor photography skills & lack of staging.
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Saturday, May 5, 2012
The Fun Stuff : )
I see I'm a day late in posting about something "fun" I experienced while on our trip. I beg your forgiveness & will post about it now before I get too busy procrastinating my day away : )
When we left Iron Mountain we headed to Wisconsin ... south on 41 to Milwaukee & then west toward Beloit on I-43. Somewhere on I-43 we stopped at a little shopping area where there was a Target & right next door a Michael's. I was impressed with how friendly everyone was. We then continued south into Illinois on I-39, continuing down 51 & stopping overnight in Bloomington. The next day we continued south & then headed east on I-64 toward Evansville, Indiana which led us to Louisville, Kentucky which of course led us home.
Here's the fun part : ) There was a Polish pottery store which we encountered on our way out of Illinois. My mother's mother & father came to this country from Poland so I grew up hearing about Poland & Polish things quite a lot & I've always felt a connection to that country. My dad's parents came from Russia & Czechoslovakia. That doesn't pertain to this story but I thought I'd give dad equal time : )
I have a small collection of Polish pottery which I purchased when John & I were in Poland a few years ago. I have always wanted to go back there to add to my collection but that is easier said than done so finding this store selling Polish pottery was very thrilling for me! The store was located in a very small town away from any large areas of population & I wondered about this. Was it a Polish community? I never got to ask any questions because when I walked in the door I was speechless! This store didn't sell your run of the mill Polish pottery ... they sold the "good stuff." Stuff that had been partially stenciled/partially hand painted (UNIKAT pieces) as well as signature UNIKAT pieces (all hand painted) as well as "Limited Edition" pieces which I didn't even know existed! It was like I was in Mrs. Sullivan's store again looking at all the penny candy! I could've just stood there at the counter saying "I want 1 of those, 2 of those, 5 of those, etc." Lol! Here is a photo of the store.
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